最近好想有个地方可以抒发一下情绪,打打字胡言乱语可能会好些。
我恨自己没办法没能力逃出这座监牢。所以我病了，病了多久都不晓得。
回来一段日子了可是还是很想念韩国那一个月的日子。除了天气以外，每天都是开心的。我现在知道为什么人们总说到一个新的地方重新开始。因为这次去韩国一个多月确实有这样的感触。我想是因为在陌生的国家没有人知道你是谁，没有压力不用看别人的脸色过日子，不用被念被烦着，想疯就疯，说着乱七八糟的韩文在杀价也无所谓。
想喝杯咖啡只要走几步就有，有我喜欢的面包，好吃的。偶尔空闲逛逛kosney，或者到各个角落晃晃。我想韩国那么大，可以走的太多了！过着这种无忧无虑的日子多好。

有时候我在想就算我消失一阵子也没有什么大不了因为我知道我在别人心目中是可有可无的影子。我走了，我回来也没有什么两样。
只是我的心好歹也是肉做的，就算再孤寂的心也会想起那些让我温暖过的点点滴滴和记忆。

PS.今天我又差点忍不住了因为我讨厌那种不和谐的气氛让别人看见，我觉得丢脸。我宁愿自己承受都不要别人看见太丢脸。也许我唯有离开这个家才能解决一切但我却没有能力这么做。
还得撑着，得撑着。
没有爱情不可悲，可悲的是你一而再再而三奢望不属于你的爱情。
我讨厌这种一而再再而三的无奈。讨厌为了别人而活。如果人的大脑能有个开关，可以＂停止＂所有不开心的事该多好。
hate the weather , been raining for almost 2 days , walau might as well rain 3 tian 3 ye (as the song goes )
alamak thats y i told jikok i need to haunt for a pair of 雨靴,excuses wadeva u call dem.
and this damm auntie with her kids really pissed me off today.
called me auntie when she's the auntie!FREAk i suspect she just wants everybody to be like her AUNTIE status, bleahx nvr wear specs out .BOOS!

walked over to the place (saykhwee 's cousin hse to do nails, i 'm damm lousy .half way at the lift already gave up and did gel nails,this shows that purposely bringing less money doesnt help man -__-")3 crazy women already thinking of their designs for the next few trips!!women money really easy to earn and we were talking abt opening shop and all the rubbish!!


caught "burlesque" on WED with jikok!!omg ,freaking nice movie , 血脉喷胀而且超集棒!!
bet the guys watch cfm will nose bleed ,LOL!corsets every scene pls!

THURS:shopping with jikok(she keep complaining her legs suan and i made her go collect tb with me , met up at this stupid outram station and we had to walk super far, OUTRAM is the WORST place to meet up for goodness sake!)
and i drank happy lemon the tea latte i alwaes wanted to try.and heavens everytime i go there , either no tea latte, no this no that ,today only no pearl at least i get to drink it ,LOL!
happy with my brown shoes and i'm wearing it to sch =DD and shoes from taiwan arrived!!haha i actually forgot what i bought=X gonna meet up at woodlands mrt on sat becuz i want to get it before new year,add to the joyous mood!!